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Ugh ..

It’s only been six days and it feels like forever …. and its been over two weeks since I’ve even laid eyes on him. I miss him. I miss him a lot. But why do I feel like its a crime to? Smh, I feel like I’m gonna relapse. But I also feel like that was the last straw. He’s not gonna take me back ….. I’ve done this “I think I wanna be done with...

Jun 23rd

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Jun 23rd

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Jun 23rd

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Jun 20th

Is this it?

Dont you know how you hear those stories where a couple has all these problems, then they both go their seperate ways and get into another relationship .. and somehow find their way back to each other in the end? I wonder if that’ll be us. We kinda did that before .. but he made a wrong turn and fucked things up -__- Im just really impatient though. Like people say “ohh, maybe...

Jun 20th

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Abunchofnothing.

My mind is really blank right now. I dont know. I feel like I made the right decision .. but at the same time, Im not sure. I was talking to Joy today about a bunch of things. Basically, if he cares enough and he really wants this, then he WILL be back around. Period. He knows how to contact me and he knows how to get my attention. As much as I think I want to, I cant give in. I have to show that...

Jun 19th

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You cant seperate your body from your emotions.

Jun 19th

As Harmoni put it, Im gonna de-Travis my life for awhile. It’ll take some training, but I’ll be fine =)

Jun 17th

First step.

I feel like I need to delete him from my Facebook and unfollow him on Twitter. I need some closer and by having access to those pages is NOT helping me. Im just gonna constantly check .. I cant help it. Its like Im looking for something to upset me .. and any little thing WILL definitely upset me. So I need to just do myself a favor. But if I do that, he’ll be like “So thats how we...

Jun 17th

Who in the fuckery is odd future? lol

Jun 17th

050109

I feel like I have a lot to say, but nothing to say.. Im not ready for it. I already know how the conversation is gonna go.. and he’s gonna leave this feeling like he did absolutely NOTHING wrong. When someone askes him what happened, his explanation will go a little like “She’s childish .. immature .. doesnt think before she acts .. I cant trust her .. she met this new guy that...

Jun 17th

Its like he couldnt wait to hear me say “Yes, I feel threatened by her”. And he finds it hilarious how we both had the strategy of manipulating each other to get closer to him. He’s an asshole. He’s really an asshole. When I say Im ready to be done with him, I dont think Ive ever been so serious before. We’ve had our laughs .. but the attitudes, cries and frowns...

Jun 17th

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I really wanna talk to him .. but I have no clue what to say or how to say it. I just wanna lay here in silence and breathe, knowing that he’s still on the line .. and cares enough to not hang up or complain about me not talking.

Jun 17th

My purpose is to make you happy. When it gets to...

Jun 17th

I found another one ..... 06/17/09

I Hate How As I Tossed &+ Turned Last Night, The Only Thing On My Mind Was You. I Hate How When I Woke Up This Morning, I Laid There Staring At My Ceiling, &+ Still, The Only Thing On My Mind Was You. I Hate How I’m Sitting Here Thinking Of What To Write Next, &+ The Only Thing I Can Find Is Visions Of Our Stairwell Scenes. I Hate How I Asked You In Advance If You Thought The...

Jun 17th

The more dramatic you get, the more you push him...

Jun 17th

Wow, this is what I found .... from 6/26/09

Its The Summertime. Boyfriend Is A Word I Try Scrunch My Face To &+ Say “Where Dey Do Dat At ? Its The Summertime!”. Even Though I Think I Miss My “Ex” &+ Wonders If He Thinks Of Me &+ How He Feels Abou This “Break”. He Actually Seems Pretty Happy ; He Got His One Love, One Focus: Football. I Would Hate To Be A Distraction, Right ? All I Want Right Now Is To Feel Him...

Jun 17th

Im so afraid to let go. I swear this is gonna hurt me more than it hurts him. Im sure I’ll get over it, but its a process that Im not ready for ….

Jun 17th

:)

I knew Jaylyn would say something lol. I think I need to come back to my bby Tumblr. Im so tired of people on Twitter telling me to stfu when I get in my feelings. I need somewhere to vent.

Jun 17th

Ive abandoned my Tumblr for about a year.

i feel like i have the potential to be the BEST girlfriend anyone has ever had. im one of those ride or die types .. i stick around through HELL. through the situations where everyone looks at you and just calls you stupid over and over … yeah i stick around through those. but at this pointn i feel like wekve been through so much shit that he doesnt realize how good of a thing he has next to...

Jun 17th

I haven't been on here in agesss ! I'm ready to...

Apr 17th

Wow , Haven't Been On Here In Abou Three Months .

Shannon’s Status On Facebook Abou “Apologizing” Reminded Me How Great Tumblr Is !

Nov 2nd

“Maybe crying is a means of cleaning yourself out emotionally. Or maybe it’s your...”

– Aristotle

Aug 22nd

It's 3:02 In The Morning .

Hey , I Love This Song . It Makes Sooo Much Sense . It Explains Everyting . iLoveCheye . =) You’re bad for me I clearly get it I don’t see how something good could come from loving you The death of me must be your mission Cause with every hug and kiss you’re snatching every bit of strain That I’m gon need to fight off the inevitable And it’s a heart breaking situation I’m up in, but I...

Aug 14th

“Some of the biggest challenges in relationships come from the fact that most...”

– Anthony Robbins

Aug 13th

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Aug 13th

Emotional .

As I Cried On Your Shoulder, I Was Two Seconds Away From Telling Yu That I’m Not The Perfect Daughter Yu Think I Am. Ive Made Bad Decisions; The Type Of Decisions Yu Wouldnt Even Think Ive Made This Early In Life. But The Thought Of Being A Disappointment &+ Embarrassment To Yu Took Over. I Couldnt Tell Yu.

Aug 13th

“Eventually, everything will come together. Until then, live it up. Do what makes...”

Jul 31st

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