Ugh ..
It’s only been six days and it feels like forever …. and its been over two weeks since I’ve even laid eyes on him. I miss him. I miss him a lot. But why do I feel like its a crime to? Smh, I feel like I’m gonna relapse. But I also feel like that was the last straw. He’s not gonna take me back ….. I’ve done this “I think I wanna be done with you” thing too many times …….. I don’t even know what else to say. bbl